Kuching is a small town

Kuching is small. If you look at it. because being in Form 4 now I've been involve with a few activities in school which relates me to the city. I am not surprised to see familiar faces around.

Whats more hard to believe is that people I know are related to the people I know. But I don't know that they were related which makes me think its a small world.
Like wow...


A word for those who read my blog. Please don't bring it up to public. If you read it don't spread it. This is where I express my thoughts and urm... you know la (previous post)... So please la ho..

then if you really wanna talk bout it... talk bout it in private. dont go bursting in the public and say i said this in a blog... otherwise I might as well stop blogging here... or limit my blog to selected viewers who I trust...

Just sit down and count until ten

I know this post won't fit with the previous post I have just posted. But my feelings were tampered with.

How I wish we could restart it all over but she doesn't want too. I mean just a simple Hi to me will do and make sure that everything is alright. Don't just stand there and talk to your friends. When I pass by you won't even look at me. No reaction inside you. It makes me feel bad.

Even though I have lost that 'feeling' for her she still keeps on bugging me. Just yesterday she went to my tuition. I thought it was a turn for the good but it became worst. In addition I have to bare this until my tuition ends!

Sigh, I just wanna pack up my bags and go to another country. Start a new life, delete all my previous internet accounts and make new ones. Including this blog. How I wish it could just happen a *snap*.

But now all I can do is sit down and bare the pain until someone who knows what is going on with me tells that girl and like I said until my tuition ends . Even activities which involves urm nevermind. I am now running out of patience. I thought I was free that time but its coming back to me.

ARRGGHHH!!!!!!!!!!

10, 9, 8, 7, 6, 5, 4, 3, 2, 1
10, 9, 8, 7, 6, 5, 4, 3, 2, 1
10, 9, 8, 7, 6, 5, 4, 3, 2, 1
10, 9, 8, 7, 6, 5, 4, 3, 2, 1
10, 9, 8, 7, 6, 5, 4, 3, 2, 1
10, 9, 8, 7, 6, 5, 4, 3, 2, 1
10, 9, 8, 7, 6, 5, 4, 3, 2, 1
10, 9, 8, 7, 6, 5, 4, 3, 2, 1
10, 9, 8, 7, 6, 5, 4, 3, 2, 1
10, 9, 8, 7, 6, 5, 4, 3, 2, 1

there...all gone and expressed... comment if u wanna... dunno hows that gonna help...

owh wait... was supposed to count from 1 till ten.... darn!!!

Reborn... in a new life...a beautiful one

I feel renewed in His presence
after a long time persevering through temptations
I know that He is with me...

As the song goes in Bapa Yang Kekal:-

Takkan Kau biarkan
Aku melangkah hanya sendirian
Kau selalu ada bagiku
Sbab Kau Bapaku
Bapa yang kekal....

It puts me to tears when hear that part of the song. I love that song.

Now as life with Him continues, I still life my life up to Him. Thats the motto of my life.


So how am I these days. Fine thanks. Exam is coming up soon and I need time to study. I just pray that i won't get distracted now till exam. I hope I can catch up on my studies too.

Basiclly thats all I am worried by now. Afta that would be Prefect installation. Just hope that my post will be easy. Being senior and all isn't easy but I still can pull through. In His guidance.

Then there's KAYD. Can't wait for that.

Michael Jackson - Ben

Ben, the two of us need look no more
We both found what we were looking for
With a friend to call my own
I'll never be alone
And you, my friend, will see
You've got a friend in me
(you've got a friend in me)

Ben, you're always running here and there
You feel you're not wanted anywhere
If you ever look behind
And don't like what you find
There's one thing you should know
You've got a place to go
(you've got a place to go)

I used to say "I" and "me"
Now it's "us", now it's "we"
I used to say "I" and "me"
Now it's "us", now it's "we"
Ben, most people would turn you away
I don't listen to a word they say
They don't see you as I do
I wish they would try to
I'm sure they'd think again
If they had a friend like Ben
(a friend) Like Ben
(like Ben) Like Ben

Another version by David Choi

Trying somthing new

Oni abar ingan?... Paguh?... doik pernah kuk su'ba si'na bidayuh pakai "blog" kuk itih. Kuk tung idoh sikia pasti asa bidayuh kuk tih bonal keh atau idoh pakkeh doik hal'leh. Si'na tok si'na. Osi pu'an nya'a bidayuh ba'sa itih yoh moh nang... urmm... *****.... hahaha

adin yoh aluak onu 4, ngarom lagi tih. Kuk moh pu'an kuk bo'os sikia lamat. Da'leh nok lamat ke skolah. Wak'ki jadi pengawas wad'ti'noh, senior lagi. Nang nya'a bidayuh "A-kai-A-kai-A-kai"

Owh... komut kuk ta'non... okuk si'na bidayuh bau (ba'uk)... ogik limoh bidayuh okon da'ang sarawak itih sai kuk.

arrhhh.... noh jak leh sai kuk. doik oni2 lek nang tiak, adin kuk tengah tolong nya'a pengawas di skolah du'woh 2nd batch pengawas di skolah koih. koja kuk adin blaja sok ingan mun noh jak.

mokuak noh nai meeting sa'an YCS. okuk jadin ketua sa'an meeting. Meeting koih minggu itih yoh ASC special... haha... idoh sabar kuk tih ne!...

noh jak leh...

Bye2

Happenings

So what up guys? (Don't say ceiling - (-.-'))... hahaha

Barely enjoyed my hols this time... 1st thing i was needed here and there... but the 1 i wanted to go to most was the IYCS ASC 2009 at Kota Padawan

It rocked man... met tons of ppl from other countries and noticed sumthing... they don say -lah... haha...

even tho we had language barriers sigh language never did failed.. jk jk... we din use sign language...
sad tho i was at ASC for only 4 days.... wished i was there from begining till the end... wished there would not be h/w during the hols... wished alot of stuff la... bt then wats pass has pass... keep moving forward...

Cultural night rocked!!!!... haha... sempat mehjeng.... poco2... haha!!!

sorry i can't speak bout the serious parts on ASC... coz i am tired nw... and theres been no post up my blog for awhile....

Secondly choral speaking comp... it was a great experience... even tho st jogot 4th... we're still happy... we manage to stick St. Joseph's name in the judges' head and tell them that we'll be back and we will win!!... this inspires me to make a motivational specch tho... haha... better prepare them for the upcomin choral speakers... haha....

St.3.... thanks for showing ur "style"(i dunno the correct word to use)... we shall take, edit, and apply....

next... exam... then prefect installation... then short time rest.... YCS committee installation... then KAYD...

and those photography club members reading my blog... i am thinking about dropping my presidentship down... u nid a better leader... 1 that can commit his time to u guys and let the club grow.... i shall be on the look out for my successor...

Relief

Sometimes in life you need relief to ease the tension.